Okay. Agostino was definitely very engaging, I sat down and just read the entire thing in one go. Granted I did have to entirely stop reading, like I mean fully close the pdf and just take a second a few times because just- what? As coming of age novels go, it was definitely not what I was expecting. My first thought as I began to read was of Freud. I have never taken a psychology class and I don’t really know much about his weird, weird theories other than this particular one about young boys wishing to be their mother’s lover in place of their father or another man. Strange concept, but the idea was painfully obvious in the first parts of this book. As he met the group boys, and, not to be dramatic but, had his childlike innocence ripped from him it seemed his view on his mother changed. He went from taking pride in her and her beauty to being uncomfortable around her, perhaps partially due to jealousy of the man who took her attention away from him but also because of his new knowledge about sexuality and how this changed how he saw women, including his mother. I can’t really summarize it well but the change in attitude Agostino had was entirely due to his new friends.
The other thing I would like to comment on is the situation with Saro, Homs and Agostino. I don’t remember if Saro’s age is mentioned but it is obvious he is respected by the group, sort of like a father figure. This is what made the scene with he and Agostino in the boat so uncomfortable. It was honestly pedophilic in nature and Saro obviously was trying to prey on Agostino’s lack of understanding or experience with what could become a sexual encounter. All the rest of the boys knew what was happening but none seemed to care about or likely even understand the issues with it, instead the teasing Agostino, and Homs because it was another boy. I wasn’t expecting to see any mention of queerness in this book, and seeing it paired with pedophilia was kind of depressing, mostly due to how true that still is today.
Agostino was definitely coming of age throughout this novel. So much happened very quickly which I suppose, once again, is very realistic to how it often happens in real life. The book ended with him getting turned away from a brothel (thank god) and then falling asleep next to his mother who he asks to stop treating him like a baby, she agrees but then kisses him on the forehead. This to me shows she doesn’t really think he is ready to be a man yet, nor will he be soon. Because the story ended before he actually matured and grew up, my biggest question is what now? What sort of person did Agostino grow into after these experiences?
That’s all the nice analysis words I have to say. I quite enjoyed reading this, wasn’t what I was expecting but definitely was interesting.