This book was quite a mind-bending trip. Fun to read, but also made no sense. I liked it.
The main feeling that I got from the narrator was a sense of nostalgia, a sense of time passing way too fast for his liking. As he took us on a tour of the various, curious little shops and stores around the neighborhood, I felt a desperation to hold onto each little moment that he was showing us in perfect preservation for as long as I could. The way he described each place in such immense, careful detail made me feel sad knowing that they were soon to be demolished and replaced. The word ephemeral kept coming to mind throughout my reading of this book. I thought about how the older I get, the faster time seems to fly by. When I was a small kid, I wanted nothing more than to grow up and get to what I thought was going to be the beginning of my life. What I didn’t know then was that when I finally grew up, I would want nothing more than to go back and experience the little mundane moments of my childhood just one more time. No matter how many times an adult tells a child to enjoy their youth while it lasts, the ephemerality of life seems to be a phenomenon that one never understands until they are grown up and it becomes their turn to repeat the same words to another kid.
I especially liked the last couple of pages. It was like a summary of all the author’s final thoughts and epiphanies about the state of love, truth, mind and reality. For me, those couple of pages were the ones that simultaneously made the most and the least sense out of everything that the author wrote in Paris Peasant. This quote stood out: “It matters very little to me whether or not I have reason on my side. I do not seek to be right. I seek the concrete.” It’s like he has the freedom to say exactly what he wants very carelessly but also very thoughtfully because he’s not afraid of making mistakes, because he doesn’t see making mistakes as a problem or as something to worry about while he speaks – he just speaks to seek the concrete.
Here is my question for everyone: Was this book worth reading? As in, do you feel that you personally extracted something of value or utility from this confusing text?